its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life

Thu, 07 May 2009 23:04:05 GMT

Hold me gently in your arms
And calm my beating heart
And whisper words of hope in the dark
Whisper to me

Lord, how could I have been so far away from you. You have stuck by my side no matter what. Thank you for being so patient with me.

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 23:55:52 GMT

We played Mashpee today and we lost 14-3 :(
I hate it I hate it I hate it. But I can only get better!

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 19:32:47 GMT

we are hot, originally uploaded by janiners.

what awesome friends!

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 01:21:10 GMT

I've had a really crappy vacation.
Things haven't been getting done or anything been able to happen.
I only got to hang out with people for two nights.
I wish I didn't have : a stupid phone, a stupid math teacher, stupid parents.
I wish I had: a job, a functional phone, and a car.

EHKHAJDHOQUWUPOQIOWUOPWUBLLAAAAAHH.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 22:01:24 GMT

what cuties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do not do this at home.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 22:00:47 GMT

do not do this at home.,

this is everyone beating emily. They aren't very nice.

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 15:53:52 GMT

The Grinch play at my church is over! It was fun and I really enjoyed everyone I was with. Its what made it worth it. Sarah and I headed over to Emilys house after the play for her Christmas party! I love being at Emilys house. I love being around her, her parents are so hosptialpitable and her house is so cozy. I wish my house was like hers. My house isn't cozy, my parents are nasty and mean and tell my friends to leave.

Anyways, Thank you Emily for having me over!

And Merry Christmas to everyone :)

MORE SENIOR PICTURES....

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 22:15:07 GMT

Fri, 11 May 2007 22:53:08 GMT

I found these two images on myspace, haha but yeah I'm thinking about cutting my hair and I want bangs straight across even though I don't really have a forehead (more like a threehead) so yeahh tell me what you think!

In this picture they are kind of too straight, but its the idea.

I do want them more like the bottom picture, more wavyish.

Fri, 11 May 2007 19:24:17 GMT

So today I went to the doctors, and he didn't know what was wrong with me. He couldn't figure out what was wrong because my knee is so swollen but I have a MRI on Sunday to see what the problem is. The only thing is he told me it might be my ACL which is a pretty important part and I might have to have surgery and I have heard that a lot of athlete's don't come back from it. I starting crying when I even think about it. I know I'm making this whole thing into a big deal, but sports are my life. I love running and being active. I don't want this to prevent me from enjoying that.

GET ME OUT....

Mon, 07 May 2007 23:02:25 GMT

I AM SO SICK OF BEING CRIPPLE.

Sat, 05 May 2007 00:16:22 GMT

We won our second lacrosse game today! Thats makes our record 2-4-1. Caryn got a ball to the face and had to go the hospital. I hated watching the game today, I wanted to be on that field. I'm sick to my stomach over this.

Thu, 03 May 2007 13:33:27 GMT

I tore cartilage in my knee in my lacrosse game. Crutches and a brace for 4 to 5 days. I'm sad because I am so helpless and I hate it already.

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 23:13:06 GMT

I am so sick of myself. The way I talk, the way I act, they way I look, my habits, my attitude.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 20:51:56 GMT

Freedom Writers was an incredible movie.

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 21:16:11 GMT

I didn't do the stupid affects to the pictures, but I like them :)

IN SCHOOL....

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 19:13:26 GMT

I am so sick of the feeling I get when I am around my church "friends".

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 22:44:11 GMT

Today stayed home from school to sleep and rest up. Yesterday the Lacrosse team ran for the first time and I pushed myself so hard. I almost blacked out and almost threw up. But still I pushed myself and thats what I wanted. I am so ready for lacrosse to start, I cannot wait to kick some girls asses. And for mine to be kicked too.

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 21:15:03 GMT

So on Friday, Curran, Caryn, Lorelei, Meg and I went to Currans grandmothers house and had a sleepover. We watched Boondock Saints and the Convent. It was fun :)
Then yesterday I had to watch my bro cause my parents went to a funeral. Emmm Bowls and Kim came and visited me for sometime which was fun!! Then I went and dropped my brother off at his basketball game and I left to go to Borders. Then I went back and watched him play. My dad freaked out at me today because I left the game and went to Borders. He said I disobeyed him, when he never told me to stay. I didn't do anything wrong. Ohh wait I forgot, Janine does everything wrong.
Last night was the last night Chris was here before going back to school, so around 10;30 we headed to his house to play some pool. Steve and Lou and Curran Chris and I ended up watching SNL. I feel asleep, haha. I have missed Chris and I wished he wasn't going back to school so soon.

MET THE NEW LACROSSE COACH...

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 03:20:56 GMT

So our lacrosse team met our new coach. Shes seems... good. I don't really know how to describe her. But I'm really excited about getting back into a sport. I have gained so much weight, it makes me sick how far I've let it go. Life is going to be hard to balance.. school, church, sport and a job. Bring it on.

EDIT:
Jordan is the most amazing person ever. He showers me with compliments and love and everything. His friendship means a lot to me and I'm glad to have him in my life. Thank you Jordan for every word and every hug. I love you!

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 22:01:04 GMT

I've slipped back into the hole I call "not doing work." It sucks, it sucks a lot. And I really need a job.

I can't explain how I feel anymore.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 15:46:27 GMT

Sometimes I can't handle the women in my church, they are so clicky and if you are different.. then you are different. And they treat you like crap. I only know this because I was with all of the females in my church for two hours. Kayla is here from Florida! I think I might go over the Swansons today to eat and play games but I don't know. I have a lot of work to do. And grades close on Tuesday. We will see.

I miss Emilyyy.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 20:08:59 GMT

I got grounded for giving my parents the attitude. I felt really bad that night because I was going to meet up with Emily and I haven't seen her in forever and I really wanted to hang out with her. I don't know what was wrong with me, I just went over the edge. So haven't done anything.
And really haven't gotten any work done. I was like alrighttt I'll get work done this vacation and do lots of my artwork but no I didn't do anything. I got sick and sat around.
Lots of things are spinning in my head, we will leave those for another day.

Oh and I deleted my myspace, gasp!

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 20:56:38 GMT

A few things I'd like to do with my anger:

1. control it

2. make sense

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:22:16 GMT

I keep feeling like I'm going to school the next day but I'm not. I just watched The Prestige and it was very good. I recommend it.